《不能爱上你》

谢谢你---不能爱上你(四十八)

“泰山我也去过,不过周庄还没有。去泰山的那次,我竟然遇见了一个大学的师兄。我现在的工作也是通过他介绍的呢。”大谷说。

“旅行是这样。不知道有什么奇遇在等着你。暑假国前,我和同学去了柬埔寨。一个星期里,碰到很多有趣的人。在去吴哥窟的船上,我碰到一对澳洲夫妇。他们俩每年都用半年的时间在亚洲旅行,另一半的时间拼命工作挣钱。”林欣一边和大谷说,一边脑海里浮现出那对澳洲夫妇燥红的脸。

“真了不起,林桑!柬埔寨我还没去过,听说挺危险的。”大谷说。

“还好。我的同学有朋友在金边,帮我们安排了一个当地人做向导。那人在柬埔寨内战的时候当过兵。他给我们看他手臂上的纹身,是一个庙宇的形状。他说每个士兵上战场前都会刺那种纹身,为了辟邪。他是个很有经验的导游,英语也好。我们没碰到什么危险。不过去吴哥窟的时候,确实看见‘前方可能有雷,勿入’的牌子。”提起在柬埔寨的经历,林欣总是很兴奋。

“林桑是个很有勇气的人!”大谷说。

他们的菜来了,他们一面吃,一面聊,大谷给林欣讲了许多他在中国旅行的故事,林欣真愿意就这么聊下去。

咖啡上来的时候,大谷问:“林桑,快毕业了吧。”

“嗯。明年三月。”林欣点点头说。

“一眨眼的功夫啊!”大谷感叹了一句。

林欣呷了一口咖啡,慢慢地说:“现在过头来看,是一眨眼的功夫,可是刚来日本留学的那段日子,我觉得自己整个人都是走在一条漆黑的隧道里,看不见出口在哪里。”

大谷脸上的笑容消失了,静静地听她继续说。

“那个时候压力真的很大!要念书、要赚生活费,还有很多不愉快的事情发生有的时候觉得累极了,累极了只是想睡觉,什么也不想去想,什么也不想去做可是第二天早晨还是得照样起来,去面对新的一天”说到这里,她垂下睫毛沉默了一会,心里在想:为什么要跟他讲这些呢?

“ごめなさい(对不起)!”林欣说完这句话,自己吓了一跳。为什么要说“对不起”呢?她并没有什么对不起大谷的地方。

大谷只是静静地坐在那里看着她。

林欣深深吸了口气,抬起眼睛看着大谷说:“不过,都过去了!”

大谷微微笑了笑说:“人生就是这样,都会有高有低。三年前我也有一段很失落的日子。工作不顺利,和女朋友也分手了。那时候我几乎得了‘鬱病’­―――”

看到林欣脸上不解的表情,大谷说:“就是depression―――”depression这个词他发得很日本。

林欣不能想象一个忧郁不振的大谷。

“那----”她顿了顿,问道:“现在呢?”

大谷的声音恢复了平日的爽朗:“现在一切都很好。明年我就三十岁了,我打算明年夏天去菲律宾潜水。”

林欣真心替他开心,又问了一句:“大谷桑的人生目标是什么呢?”

“我嘛,就是努力地玩(一生懸命遊び)!人生短暂,应该珍惜年轻的日子!”

林欣微笑着点头说:“对。人生太短暂了,应该珍惜。”

“林桑呢?毕业后有什么打算呢?”大谷微笑着看着她的眼睛问。

“我申请了几所美国的大学,不过要到明年三月份以后才知道结果。所以我打算先国,可能会在上海找个临时的工作做一段,还不是很清楚到时候再看吧。”林欣说。

“你就要这么一直念下去吗?”大谷笑眯眯地问。

“不”,林欣摇着头说:“读书这件事,到三十岁为止。”

在四谷车站,林欣向大谷轻轻鞠了个躬说:“大谷桑,谢谢!”

大谷也轻轻还礼道:“こちらこそ(也谢谢你)!”

很俗套地,他们的电车一个向东,一个向西。

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